Acceptance
starting all over again means that i have learned to accept also. after a chaotic time of my life, it is time for
me to move on and accept whatever that has come my way. my stratight face did not pave the way for my
acceptance, but my cleansing of my heart. i loved dearly but i know that it cannot be returned the way i want
it to be, so i'd rather accet defeat than struggle and be always in a state of depression, a state of down-ness and
blue-ness. i do not want that and i do not want also to let myself lead a way of life that is far from what i think is
should be for me. i know i deserve something else, someone else far better maybe, and through my
acceptance, i know that i'd be able to get it though it will take a lot of time.
as long as i know that i still have you by my side, though we are not the way we used to be, i know that i'm
happy to know you are there. and i know that someday you'll need someone like me, not to fill the gaps that
was left, but to cover all the traces of hurt that was left to your side. don't worry, im here to help you lift it up
and throw it away as far as you and me want it to be.